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February 8th, 2008

04:52 pm: Testing Captions

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January 21st, 2007

11:02 pm: wiiiiiiiii!
spent the weekend intoxicated and/or playing wii.



wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

December 6th, 2006

05:33 am: because really, aren't we ALL in love with Ann Coulter?
http://www.myspace.com/therightbrothers


a serious band that seriously sounds like parody

Current Location: WISPIC
Current Mood: France? Wrong!

November 23rd, 2006

06:57 pm: thanksgiving
i'm at my parents house, a farm some 10 miles south of Eau Claire for the holiday. it's a nice occasion to reconnect with old high school friends. i called my friend (and highschool gf) carrie to see if she wanted to hang out. she called me back and told me she couldn't because...she's getting married tomorrow.

Current Location: rocket ranch
Current Mood: increasingly stuffed

November 21st, 2006

03:23 pm: my second subgroup talk
Like Mary said, my name is Mike Murphy, I'm a third year grad student in NTP and the title of my talk today is "From 'Psychic Energy' to Activation: Classic Papers in Electroencephalography Research". So what is electroencephalography, or as I will henceforth refer to it EEG? The idea is, you place electrodes on the scalp and these electrodes can detect the synchronous activity of large groups of neurons. EEG has great temporal resolution, you can see things that are on the order of milliseconds. However, because EEG is sensitive only to the synchronous firing of large groups of neurons and because the skull, scalp and dura blur the signal, the spatial resolution of EEG isn't very good. Nothing like what you would see with MRI, for example. In spite of this limitation, EEG is still used in a variety of settings. Clinically, EEG is used to locate foci of epileptic seizures, it is used to help diagnose various sleep disorders, and it is also used in post-traumatic neural evaluation, like after, say, a stroke. EEG is also used in many neurological and psychiatric research labs here on campus. I'm going to begin by talking about the work of Hans Berger, who was the first person to apply EEG to humans and in the process discovered something called the alpha rhythm. Then I am going to talk about the work of E.D. Adrian who greatly expanded upon Berger's results with the alpha rhythm. Adrian's work led to the development of a concept called EEG activation, which I will explain in the course of my talk. I am going to finish up by discussing the work of Moruzzi and Magoun who, in 1949, discovered a brain stem region, called the ascending reticular activating system, that seems to impact EEG activation...

and so on for forty minutes....


it went pretty well.

Current Location: work!
Current Mood: waiting
Current Music: hold steady

November 13th, 2006

09:29 pm: halloween pics
2/3 of the axis of evil, a ninja, and a gypsy



axis of evil make-out session?



how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb



November 9th, 2006

12:24 am: i imagine almost everyone i know is thinking something like this...
In 1998, I waited in a long, long line to vote for Feingold who won a narrow victory. The dems didn't win anything back, but at least Feingold and Wellstone were still in the Senate.

In 2000, I remember the Naderites. I remember seeing Al Gore speak on the capitol square. I remember people talking about vote trading. I remember Florida going Blue, then Red, then Purple. I remember my ex-girlfriend crying on election night.

In 2002, I watched the election returns from a dorm lounge. We weren't expecting much and we didn't even get that. It was another glum night.

There were two defeats in 2004. First there was Dean, doomed by a perfect storm of Gephardt's attack ads in Iowa, huge expectations from the media, and of course, one terribly ill-advised yell. By the time he came to Wisconsin, the concession speech was a formality. Not so with Kerry, who despite several miscues (including letting himself get pushed around by a man who spent the Vietnam War doing blow and running campaigns in Alabama) blasted bush in the debates. The initial exit polls looked good. An end was in sight. But no, the majority of the voters looked at the 4 years of the Bush presidency and opted for four more years of 9/11, economic instability and dirty wars in hot, dusty places.

But now, for the first time in my voting life, a sense of real hope. Finally a chance to get on the offensive. Santorum's gone, so no more man-on-dog. Pombo is out, so the endangered species act is safe for another term. It's nice not to spend a the night after an election depressed. And now, let's see what the dems can do with this...

Current Mood: happy

October 4th, 2006

09:55 pm: is it just me?
or are there a bunch of good albums coming out all at once ?

bonnie "prince" billy's is pretty good
the decemberists i haven't heard yet 
and the hold steady's is just, well fantastic.   (incidentally i used to dislike both those bands - the decemberists until i saw the video for 16 x 32 and the hold steady until modesto is not that sweet)

i saw the science of sleep.  i really wanted to like it but the main character was just too pathological.  also, i  wish that it had been less about stop-motion animation and more about partial recovery of gamma band coherence, because really, that's what dreams are made of.

Current Mood: victorious
Current Music: the hold steady - chips ahoy!

October 3rd, 2006

11:39 pm: the dry run and the fashion show
last monday, the call came.

my dad, who has bounced up and down the waiting list for a year, was about to get a new liver. bags were packed, calls were made, and soon my father, mother and two of my brothers were headed down to madison. i met them at the hospital. my dad was nervous, and inbetween telling jokes he would admit that he was a little scared of what was to come. the medical history, the blood draws, take your shirt off and we'll check your pulse, my mom argues with my brother. she leaves the room, i follow, we walk to the cafeteria so she can get a cookie and some coffee. molasses, chocolate chip, and peanut butter. her phone rings, it's my brother. the surgery is cancelled.

last semester, i took a class on neuroethics. i gave a two hour presentation on brain death. it's a weird concept, a sort of limbo made possible by our technological advances of the past century. starting with the development of the iron lung we've been been able to maintain human bodies in gray zones between being "human" being "physiologically alive" and being "cellularly alive". the development of organ donation has made these distinctions relevant. no one wants to harvest organs from a living person, but at the same time maintaining consciousless bodies as simulacra of human beings, while real people die for lack of organs, seems grotesque. in an attempt to draw functional distinctions in this muddle, different definitions of "death" have been proposed. Whole brain death, brainstem death, and the controversal Pittsburg protocol (in which brain dead patients are given lethal doses of drugs in the operating room so that their organs can be harvested) have been tried. In my father's case, the donor was removed from the ventilator and the transplant team waited for him/her to stop breathing. it took the person 45 min to stop. by that time the donor's liver had begun to degrade and it was no longer usable. it doesn't happen very often (about 1-2 times per year at the UW Hospital), but it happened to my dad.

by the time the news went out, most of my dads brothers and sisters were already on the way to madison. so i had to hang out with my aunts and uncles for awhile. my dad comes from a large family, most of which is batshit crazy. one example...one of my roommates is a master's student african american studies. my racist uncle asked him if he studied jive. my dad tried to smooth it over by saying "oh are you asking if there is a language component to his studies?" but the damage was already done. the others aren't as bad, but they're all a little strange. so that was a fun week.

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on friday, nichole and i went to a fashion show for a local clothing store . the show took place at magnus, which i'd only been to a couple times. we ate tapas (oysters and cheese) and drank mojitos while we watched men and women strut around the stage in men's jeans. the place was packed with madison's equivalent of the beautiful people. the announcer kept bragging about the fact that they used "japanese denim, the most durable denim in the world!". the second half of the show was about "dirty denim" or a celebration of the fact that some people don't wash their pants. like for years. now i never wear denim, so i may be wrong on this, but that sounds pretty gross.
i'd buy some of their fancy pants jeans but, as noted, i never wear denim, japanese or otherwise. afterwords, we ran into skemper at a concert then we ate caramels and drank singapores at opus.

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Current Music: Daughters of the Soho Riots - The National

September 14th, 2006

11:53 pm: hepatic encephalopathy
According to cnn.com... 

 

Cirrhosis is a condition that causes irreversible scarring of the liver. As scar tissue replaces normal tissue, blood flow through your liver is 
affected. This makes it increasingly difficult for your liver to carry out essential functions, such as detoxifying harmful substances, purifying your blood and manufacturing vital nutrients.

Cirrhosis rarely causes signs and symptoms in its early stages. But as liver function deteriorates, you may experience fatigue, exhaustion, nausea, unintended weight loss and swelling in your legs and abdomen. In time, jaundice — a yellowing of your skin and the whites of your eyes — and intense itching can develop.

Alcoholism and chronic infection with the hepatitis C virus are the leading causes of cirrhosis. But other factors — including damaged bile ducts, immune system problems and prolonged exposure to certain environmental toxins — can cause liver scarring, too.

Although liver damage from cirrhosis is irreversible, the disease usually progresses slowly and symptoms are often controllable. Specific treatment for cirrhosis depends on the underlying cause, but anyone with cirrhosis must avoid alcohol and other substances that harm the liver. When damage is so severe that liver function is seriously impaired, a liver transplant may be the only option.

 


Furthermore...

 

 

Because cirrhosis disrupts the normal function of your liver, it can cause a number of serious complications:

  • Increased pressure in the portal vein. Blood from your intestine, spleen and pancreas enters your liver through a large blood vessel called the portal vein. If scar tissue blocks normal circulation through the liver, this blood backs up, leading to increased pressure within the vein (portal hypertension).
  • Enlarged veins (varices). When circulation through the portal vein is blocked, blood may back up into other blood vessels — mainly those in your stomach and esophagus. Sometimes veins also form around your navel and at the rectum. The blood vessels are thin-walled, and because they're filled with more blood than they're meant to carry, are likely to bleed. Massive bleeding in the upper stomach or esophagus from these blood vessels is a life-threatening emergency that requires immediate medical care.
  • Fluid retention. Liver disease can cause large amounts of fluid to accumulate in your legs (edema) and abdominal cavity (ascites). Edema is especially common in alcoholic cirrhosis. Several factors play a role, including portal hypertension and changes in the hormones and chemicals that regulate fluids in your body. Ascites can be uncomfortable and may interfere with breathing. In addition, abdominal fluid may become infected (spontaneous bacterial peritonitis) and require treatment with antibiotics. Although not life-threatening in itself, ascites is usually a sign of advanced cirrhosis.
  • Bruising and bleeding. Cirrhosis interferes with the production of proteins that help your blood clot and with the absorption of vitamin K, which plays a role in synthesizing these proteins. As a result you may bruise and bleed more easily than normal. Bleeding in the gastrointestinal tract is particularly common.
  • Jaundice. This occurs when your liver isn't able to remove bilirubin — the residue of old red blood cells — from your blood. Eventually, bilirubin builds up and is deposited in your skin and the whites of your eyes, causing a yellow color. Excreted bilirubin may turn your urine dark brown and your stools a pale clay color.
  • Itching. Bile salts deposited in your skin can cause intense itching.
  • Hepatic encephalopathy. A liver damaged by cirrhosis has trouble removing toxins from your body — normally one of the liver's key tasks. The buildup of toxins such as ammonia — a byproduct of protein digestion — can damage your brain, leading to changes in your mental state, behavior and personality (hepatic encephalopathy). Symptoms of hepatic encephalopathy include forgetfulness, confusion and mood changes, and in advanced cases, delirium and coma.
  • Weak bones (osteoporosis). Cirrhosis interferes with your liver's ability to process vitamin D and calcium, both of which are essential for bone growth and health. As a result, weak, brittle bones and bone loss are a common complication of the disease. Taking calcium and vitamin D may help prevent osteoporosis.

  • Liver cancer. Cirrhosis can increase the risk of liver cancer, which occurs when malignant cells begin growing in the tissues of your liver.

  • Liver failure. This occurs when extensive damage to liver cells makes it impossible for your liver to function



What they don't mention is that it's a real bummer when it's happening to your dad.
 





August 28th, 2006

10:06 pm: river water, nude beaches and sparks
it's been a nice few weeks as i got to see some old med school friends (steph, nichole, and youssef), although there was one unintentionally hilarious moment when i tried to play drunken matchmaker. sorry you two. you know who you are. also sorry to andy for not making it up to ec. there was a storm and i would have had to head back the next day so that i wouldn't miss the greatest canoe trip of all time.

a round of applause for danny k for organizing said trip. we set off from just outside a little town called arena and paddled twenty-one miles down the wisconsin river. the canoe rental place was right next to a shooting range, and since we gor there early we were able to listen to sporadic gunfire. always a thrill. eventually everyone arrived and we got ready to leave. there were 13 of us in 6 canoes; rob, nichole and i shared one.

we set off in the light drizzle of a gray morning. shortly thereafter, the sparks began to flow. shortly after that we stopped caring about the rain (which stopped by 30 minutes into the ride). we took several long breaks for food, swimming, et cetera the first of which was directly across from the nude beach at mazomanie. this was completely by accident, i swear. anyway, it was too misty to make out any of the details of the middle-aged naked volleyball enthusiasts on the far shore.

eventually we split up into two flotilla's of three boats each. i was in the fast flotilla with nate, ceci, erin and andy. i think the slow flotilla may have been hindered by big cat's dogged determination and endless efforts to catch a turtle. he failed, but did manage to snag a frog by trip's end so all was well.

we camped on a sandbar called long island where we grilled brats and corn and drank whiskey and pbr. we played some combination of i never and would you rather and learned that if dan was forced to erase one relationship from his mind forever, it wouldn't be libby hoeller. pics below and more at flickr.


we lost bad today in ultimate, i was tossed around like a rag doll by the person i was "guarding".

the fearless crew of boat 97




flotilla of fun




and of course this...



which led to "sparks face"



Current Mood: muddy
Current Music: DeVotchka - The Enemy Guns

August 25th, 2006

01:55 pm: Eight dollars and sixty four cents...
that's how much the Screen Actors Guild paid me for 9 years of residuals on this.

Current Music: how it ends - devotchka

August 20th, 2006

04:10 pm: thursday was a weird day
My internet connection is down and even though the good people at Charter told me that they would come to my house on Thursday afternoon, it is now Sunday and (despite two phone calls) no one has come to fix it.

Later that evening, I had my first kickball game. Well, I was supposed to have it. Apparently the game was cancelled but no one told me. One of my teammates showed up and we ended up throwing a frisbee around for an hour in the drizzle.

Afterwards, Nichole and I drove to milwaukee for John Riep's takoyaki party. I managed to get only a little bit lost and we made it there by 10:30. We walked into the house and saw John reading on a couch while quiet music played. His dad was enjoying a beer in the kitchen. It turned out the party was a 9-to-10 sort of affair abd we missed the excitement. Still, I talked to Bob, Sr about fly-fishing and eventually Nate-san came over and we ate takoyaki and talked about the times Nate, Josh, and Pat got in fights.


Last night, Nate, Ceci and I went to see Little Miss Sunshine. There were a few things I didn't like about it (which I mention first because in our irony soaked society, it's important to maintain a sense of superiority and distance over the media you consume). Some of the scenes and dialogue were unbelievable and it rolled out all the indie-comedy tropes from Royal Tenenbaums that are rapidly becoming hoary (also, is "hoary trope" a hoary trope?). Still some parts were hilarious and the movie was twisted and life-affirming in an honest sort of way.

As for this week...
I hope my cable connection is fixed so I can catch up on Project Runway.
I start fall league for ultimate.
Canoe trip this weekend.

Current Mood: sunday

August 14th, 2006

10:41 pm: DAMN IT!
twice in one day!


FAAAAAAWWWWWK

how the hell does she do that!?!

06:34 pm: captain save-a-ho
fuck.

the world seems to be trying to teach me an important, albeit painful, lesson. will i ever learn? i doubt it. i seem to just wait until the bruises on my forehead have healed before i smash my face once more into a brick wall. fuck. fuck. fuck.

if you're curious to know what i'm feeling and why i'm feeling this way, just go to the archives section and look up any entry from aug 2004. hell, any entry from aug 2004 to mid 2005 will do.

goddamn it.

Current Mood: AAARRRGGGGGGGGGG

August 1st, 2006

12:53 am: pitchfork
last weekend was pfork in chitown. it was monstrously hot and jam packed with hipsters, but thankfully there was plenty of ice cream for johnny pop to enjoy...


as for the acts themselves, well there were quite a few of them. among the more memorable were...

day 1 -

ted leo and the pharmacists:
while listening to their set i had a little realization. i really like the first three minutes of many of ted leo's songs. unfortunately, most of his songs are five minutes long. still, they played one of my favorites... Ted Leo and the Pharmacists - Where Have all the Rude Boys Gone

the futureheads:
a really tight, well played set. super fun, good crowd banter. strangely, the only song that didn't sound really good was the best one from their first album... The Futureheads - Hounds of Love

day 2 -

jens lekman:
fucking superlative. worth the entire price of admission and gas alone. jens lekman is a swedish pop troubadour backed up by six blond swedish women. when the keyboardist said her sound check was ok, the crowd began clapping wildly. jens et al. were baffled and really, really excited about the turnout. and of course they played... Jens Lekman - Black Cab

the national:
all the hits, almost no filler. except for the last song. the lead singer was pleasingly ridiculous, in a rock star kind of way... The National - Looking for Astronauts

Current Mood: sweaty
Current Music: leonard cohen - hallelujah
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July 27th, 2006

05:35 pm: I don't know what this means



i spend all day making and pondering over figures like this. it's pretty much mathematically invalid, but i think it says that during waking at frequency index 10, which is either 5 or 2.5 Hz,
Brodmann area 3
is mostly connected to things right around itself.

shocking. i know.


ahhh science.

Current Mood: rabies-free
Current Music: on the table - ac newman

July 26th, 2006

11:33 am: lighten up, it's just ... rabies!
i woke up to find one of these dead on the floor of my bathroom.



now i'm waiting for animal control to come and test the little guy and hopefully tell me it doesn't have rabies so i can avoid this...



in other news...

went up to the dells for nate's bday. stayed at the great wolf lodge. went on water slides, drank pat pepsi's and got sleepy and hungover.

my frisbee team didn't lose on monday! we celebrated by staying out till 3. we play again today. maybe we'll even win.

Current Mood: batty. get it? get it???
Current Music: batman theme

July 24th, 2006

01:35 pm: ug
persistent low grade headache
work problems

parking ticket

too much cheese

washing machine is broken
general unspecified malaise for not-general, but still unspecified, reasons

it's shaping up to be a rough day

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